i always thought i had lived my life by the book....
now i'm finding that nothing you plan on is certain.....

Monday, December 17, 2007

is it possible?

i don't want to sound pathetic or weird or pitiful in anyway about this, but right now, ALL i want to do is watch something, anything, whether it is a movie or a trashy MTV show or even an entire DVD box set of a t.v. show i haven't seen,

the main part of this longing is that i want to sit on the couch with a guy, with his arm around my shoulder.

i cannot get over this, it is all i want to do.

i don't want to do anything more than just snuggle on the couch and sit in the presence of a guy who has his arm around me.

really, this is the only thing i miss about being in a relationship, that and holding hands and having someone in the car to talk to all the time.

i guess i will just have to deal with this urge, mainly because i have zero intentions of dating right now and secondly because i don't really have any guy friends who would probably be willing to sit on a couch with me in their personal space bubble.

is it possible to put up a craigslist ad for a couch-snuggling partner and find someone who is not an incredibly repulsive creep?

okay okay, i'm not going to put up an ad really, but i just miss the personal space interaction from being in a relationship. and yes, i also know it is a little weird, but i don't miss kissing or sex or hugs nearly as much as i miss snuggling. :(

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